Drank for almost 4nights straight. Ahh. Gonna miss my oklahomies and missourihomies. Lucky to be surrounded by people who are fucken cool. Glad all the Mn ppl were available to be there this week also! As for me, I’m going to be sober….of course until the weekend. Aha!
(Source: radioactivetie, via thaomaihoua)
Man, I want Lee Dong Wook to hug me too…even though he has very little expressions in this drama compared to the other one…
I want him to hug me too. lol. Not exciting when they kiss, its very plain in the show. But his hugs look so comforting!..and makes my heart just………..ahhh I need to snap back into reality; it’s driving me crazy!!! I haven’t done my hmwk at all!!! =\
Makes me just wanna cry like the korean girl. Ahh. lol, can’t stop playing the sad songs in my head when I’m alone. Especially when I’m at school or driving alone…all these thoughts come into my mind. Unrealistic thoughts. Thoughts about what is gonna happen in the next episode, or sad thoughts. ayyyye! I never knew I’d get so sucked into it! Today I drove around a whole lake…then realized it was just by my house. Silly! yet, wtf am I on>!?
I think I’m going to upload a bunch of ….”more” korean songs onto my ipod. I’ve been thinking about the gym a lot lately. I need to feel productive, healthy, and feel good about myself again. Why not run to extremely emotional Korean drama songs…they usually have a good part in their songs that make you want to run all your worries away. I’m not going to lie, its being depressed that keeps me running. Once I’m happy I get lazy. Running usually wears my worries away…so I’ll include it with some drama music that I do love, and whenever I hear it…dream of having a korean moment with him :)
Yes. Going to stick to the plan. Since I’m leaving the hospital soon, who knows what other areas I’ll be working in…till then. Onwards to volunteering and working with students.
Don’t want to admit it. But I have to face it.
Sometimes I make future plans for myself…and I don’t tell him about them, because he’s not included. The plans aren’t forsure. But they are dreams I know are possible….
0_o
I keep posting things up about kdramas…
To be honest, thats as exciting as my “self” life gets at the moment. On another note…Our birthdays are coming up in exactly a week from WeD! I haven’t even put together his gifts…I wonder what he has planned for me?
But as a gift to myself for working so hard in school and being able to face my supervisor and say NO!, I am treating myself to a wonderful massage at Massage Envy. lol…i think at one point i should really spoil myself….a moment to myself and relax. Forget about school and work and money and my life for just one second. ONE SECOND. Thats all I want…birthdays aren’t usually a good one for me, relationship wise…but idk, being financially stable at the moment, makes me feel like my birthday this year might just be OKAY! :D Really hope I get a cake thats edible! No more ice cream cakes for me… =/
For my Kdrama Lovers! Music with feelings <3
hmm…it makes me feel at peace with myself :D
To start running again…getting super depressed lately.
Accepting my 2 weeks notice in a hospital I’ve dreamt of working for. Welcoming the many opportunities coming my way. Admitting I have a personal issue to overcome. Accepting that I have money issues. Learning how to trust my boyfriend. Continuing school…feeling super alone in that category.
blawh, my life is so great…well its better than most, idk why I make it such a hassle. Maybe I’m depressed cuz I can’t understand what I have.
Man, I have to admit. I think Korean Dramas are only good for single women. Or women who are far away from their love. Because my boyfriend is always right by me. I love him, but man…him being there kills that…ddreammmy love feeling, because I have it in real life…? So watching the dramas aren’t as exciting as they use to be when I would watch them after a break up or…loner moments..lol no lies!
ahh, so addicting. Especially when it’s summer. I need to focus on my classes. But, I can’t help it but fall in love with the guy….and turn to my boyfriend to remember reality. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a great guy….but sometimes that hopeless romantic feeling…is such a wonderful feeling!!!! :D
ayyyeeyayyii!
